When It’s Not Enough

It’s was a hard Monday. The crazy thing about having a mood disorder is that sometimes your mood swings out of nowhere. Some days you wake up, and the weight, suffocation, pain, and exhaustion of depression is already on you like a wet blanket at the bottom of a swimming pool. There is no reason […]

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I get confused…

The symptoms of a mood disorder and how they over lap with religious experience really confuses me. Have i really sinned against God and am feeling that separation, or am i just feeling guilty because i feel guilty about everything? is there mountain top experiences to be had, or am i just more manic that […]

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