Personal Rant: Hope and Theology

This was a comment I posted on a thread about spiritual depression at Internet Monk. Wanted to put it up here so that I would remember. For the past two weeks of so, I have been questioning whether or not I can believe in God any more. I won’t get into it all here, but […]

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I get confused…

The symptoms of a mood disorder and how they over lap with religious experience really confuses me. Have i really sinned against God and am feeling that separation, or am i just feeling guilty because i feel guilty about everything? is there mountain top experiences to be had, or am i just more manic that […]

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This Year…

This year, 2008, there are a few things I want to do. I want to read 75-100 books. I got this Idea from  Trevin Wax at Kingdom People. So far, I am off to a good start. I finished The Golden Compass and am working on the rest of Philip Pullman His Dark Materials trilogy […]

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Work

Writing is hard. It is difficult to discipline your self to sit down and hammer out an abstract idea into paragraphs, stanzas, prose, and the like. It’s difficult because I feel the unseen eyes of judgment from church members, friends, and the unknown public that may read some things and say, “How can you say […]

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